The R.U.O.W. material came out in 1984 and I’ve been involved with it since 1997. I had my first healing experience in 1999 and my awakening in 2001. I was personally involved with two people that were also using this material and they were actually the ones that helped me do some of my early healing and yet, as unbelievable as it seems, they are still going around in same old circles and being activated into the same old issues, as they are ”stuck” on their point of view.
I’ve “been there done that” so I know what they’re going through and I also know what is needed for them to get themselves un-stuck, but nothing I say is heard and like my other personal experiences and with those on the internet, I’m rejected and accused of being an insensitive know-it-all and of being holier than thou. Although I could understand why unloving people rejected me, I couldn’t figure out why loving people in denial also rejected me. I’ve recently had several insights as to why, and the biggest one was that these people are not ready yet and they don’t have the “intent” or heart to do what it takes to love themselves. They think and say they love themselves unconditionally, but that’s not the truth because they don’t know what love is.
For years, I’ve searched for like minded, feeling and intent people and I’ve been in numerous internet groups and I’ve even been contacted by people involved in R.U.O.W. but I have yet to find one person that I feel is of genuine loving intent and is “walking their talk.” I see and hear people boasting that they have been working with R.U.O.W. for 18 or 20 years, as if time or was some sort of criteria for healing and evolving. They talk about doing emotional work, releasing judgments and doing body work but none have the intent and Heart presence to commit to action, what R.U.O.W. has to offer, to walk their talk.
Most of the R.U.O.W material puts emphasis on healing and evolving the Will, the feeling and emotional body and while that is what most R.U.O.W.’ers seem to be doing, there’s more to it, and they have missed the Key point. It’s not mentioned very often in the books but the Key to any and all healing has to begin in the Heart, not the Will. Healing begins in the Heart because if you can’t come from a place of love, as real as you can be in the moment, then any work you do is not only wasted, but also serves to widen the gap in healing the Spirit and Will or any other parts of our being. In order for real unconditional love and acceptance to be expressed, the Heart needs to be healed as it’s also in the gap. When you have real “intent” to heal you also have Heart presence, then and only then can you begin to heal your Will and Spirit, to find balance and to “walk your talk.” Without Heart presence, Spirit can’t accept the Will feelings, and the Will can’t accept Spirits understanding. Without Heart, it’s an “act” of love and not loving presence. The Will isn’t going to open to what it feels is unloving, no matter what Spirit says, as love is something that is felt and you can’t fool the Will if unconditional love is not present.
I did a quick search of my R.U.O.W books (my index on the blank pages in the back) and I found a few pages that I had referenced as Heart. I’m not going to quote them, I’ll just give you the page numbers for you to look up, except I did quote the last one just for food for thought.
Book 1 Blue Book Right Use of Will Page 6
Book 2 Purple Book Original Cause Page xi
Book 5 Yellow book – Heart song. Page 49, Page 115, Page 186, Page 189, Page 192
Book 8 Indigo – Indigo Page 249 “To find balance now means going back over the pieces and putting them back together again, even the missing, not vibrating and seemingly dead pieces, but finding the balance point is necessary and it is your journey to self awareness that never took place in the beginning or We would not have the healing on Our hands that We do, but no matter how it looks to you now, healing can be found if you have a loving heart, because that is where the balance point is going to be found. “
Since my recent insights, I’m no longer going to search for other R.U.O.W. groups or people, instead, I'm going to let them find me. My vision and intent is to create a Web space where people that have loving intent, can come to learn, share and heal and move what they can when they can and where we can help each other in a loving way. It is my intent that the ideas and works that will be discussed within this space will not only expand your consciousness, but also activate your emotions and touch your heart. I don’t have all the answers, but I am dedicated to healing myself and to live the “life” I have yet to dream, imagine and explore as we bring Heaven to Earth. If this is your dream, desire and intent, then welcome to The Heart Centre.
"Healing begins in the Heart"
NOTE: I have written three books on my healing journey and you can download free PDF copies from my website at the following link… Shenreed.com .