’07 Nov 04 Sunday 6:32 am. In this moment I feel that real and total healing is impossible as I was thinking of the chakras and how damaged they are and how long it seems to take for real healing to take place. There seems to be no end in sight.
As I wrote that I heard that I’ve healed much on a personal level and now I need to heal more on a personal/relationship level.
It would be nice to know what you have to heal and the how, who, what, where, when and why’s instead of just continually groping in the dark until you finally stumble upon the issue and have the awareness that that you have finally reached it and when you do, you also realize that you also passed it a few time, not knowing that “it” was what you were looking for.
“What you can’t express or move emotionally, you "try" to move physically in whatever way you can”